One Day At A Time

Last week was a rough week for me. I've been having many doubts about the competition. I know that it's just a phase, and I'm sure MANY first time competitors go through it. I went to my first posing practice...yikes! I realized that my arms need some serious muscle! And not to mention I have LOTS of practice to come in those 5 inch heels! Since practice - I've been trying to take everything day by day. I've realized the more I focus on the upcoming competition, the cost, the posing, how will I look, etc...it's just adding too much stress to my daily life and it's really wearing me down physically. My focus this week, is "one day at a time". Each day, I will focus on eating clean, drinking plenty of water, focusing on my training, posing, and enjoying my family. I've been praying A LOT for God to get the negative attitude out of me. There are so many times in my past, where I've let great opportunities pass me by, because I've let doubt talk me out of it. Not this time. I've wanted to compete for years! And I'm going to do it. For me - to prove to myself that I can do ANYTHING when I put my mind to it and believe in myself. I think this will be a great thing for me - I think I'm going to tear down a lot of walls that I've built up over the years. So here we are. Tuesday. Let's make it count. :) I posted a photo of my current status. 10 weeks out from show!